Friday, 14 August 2020

to the moments I couldn't forget

To the moments I couldn't forget.....

When the lockdown was surphased all over India, many thoughts were embedded inside my mind and heart and were continously saying through eyes that I want to be at home, to the people who are mine... To the ones who care for me. I was in constant touch with my family through video calls telling them that everyone here was taking care of me but who can tell them that these are not my people, these are those who envy from me everytime I step outside from home. Those video call moments when I was Conceling my tears with smile. Those moments I couldn't forget.

When police was stopping us from coming out of our homes and we were forced to live with the amentities present at hom, but who can tell them a single person residing in a single room won't have such amenities at home. They have to eat food outside to satisfy their hunger. But due to this lockdown when no shopseller was allowing their parcel to deliver at home and I've to starve for food. Those moments I couldn't forget.

Though many friends came to my home and chatt throughout the day showing how their lockdown day is spending but no one ever questions me how mine was spending. I know that they are my friends and they care for me but no one questions me about my whereabout when they were not here. Those linguring questions coming in my mind day and night, I could not forget..

Lockdown sometimes changes your overall personality from being a cool dude extrovert to a silent book lover introvert. So don't let the lockdown change the inner you and keep the child within you alive.

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