Thursday, 13 May 2021

to someone who has my heart

To the person who'll always have a part of my heart, 

In our lives, we all have that one person who will always hold a special place in our hearts no matter who we love and who we end up with. For me, that person is you.
  
Before I met you, I didn't know what it was like to fall in love with someone so terribly that you can never hate them. You've spoilt me in such a way that if I ever love again, I would search a part of you in them. With you, every moment felt right. I can't even start to emphasize on the things you've taught me over the period. 
  
I thought you were the one for me and that in some parallel universe someone had decided that we were made for each other. But one fine day, you left me and everything came crashing down. It was not easy to bid you goodbye after loving you for so long. I started to curse myself for being overly in love with you. That night when I cried myself to sleep, it was not easy for me to gulp down the fact that I'd have to wake up the next morning just to realize we're not the same maniacs anymore. 
  
I am not writing this letter to make you feel sorry for me. I just want you to know that I loved you. I loved you through the emotional part of the roller-coaster you brought into my life. I loved you on the days when you were pleasant and kind, and also on the days when you didn't even love yourself. After all, love made me do things I never knew I was capable of. Beautiful mostly, ugly too. Today when I look back, I still remember your smile, a smile that would lighten up my mood within seconds. 
  
I don't know where life will take us in the next 10 years- but you'll still be one of the best things ever happened to me. It was a privilege to have you in my life for the time I did. I'll remember how beautiful it was, how beautiful it will always be. You'll always have a part of my heart, even if we don't have each other. 

From, 
Someone who loved you

Saturday, 8 May 2021

maaaa

Dear Maa
Isn't it strange that many people call mother as maa, some call mom and people like me who'll call you while screening your name when I'm not finding anything "mummmmy"
But it's rightly said whatever name we call but the meaning and emotion is same "love".
You're a true spirit of love, emotions and compassion because the kind of daughter I'm other one should be beating me with the sticks🙈🙈 but you don't and I'm thankful for that😀

Maa just want to say that thankyou for always taking care of me in I'll times and supporting me at that time when I was not finding a way to come out from the cocoon which I made after coming back from Delhi, thankyou for trusting and letting me fly to achieve the dreams.
I might have hurt you in many ways but you had let it all go. You still stood by me, encouraged me, supported me and made me strong enough to face the world. 

Nobody can ever match you maa, haan ashriti can but me noway but I can try my best to cook like you rest ashi can handle😀 but doesn't mean that I'll not torture you, I'll do with my voice everytime when I'm not finding anything, when I don't want to attend the call and especially cooking but don't think I'll  will start cooking after this note, no I'll not do that ever🤣🤣 

Thankyou for everything you did for us mummy
We love you
Wishing you and every mother a happy mother's day😍😍😍

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