Dear Aman,
Aman! Aman Mathur! The guy who changed everyone's life. I still wonder if there's any guy alive who'd sing for me "Pretty woman dekho dekho na..." I was 10 when I first met you and was incapable of understanding a single word that you said. All I did was, dance and jingle mom's bangles on 'Maahi ve'. But now after 17 years not only I do understand, but feel every damn word that you said. Especially "Jiyo, muskurao, khush raho, kya pata Kal Ho Na Ho." I never thought your words would make this much sense to me. We all try to stay real strong Aman, untill you open the blank diary and say "I love you very very much Naina..." I've watched you saying this more than thousand times and I still need a tissue box to watch it. Everytime, I looked into your eyes, I felt a part of melting down. You did bright up everyone's life, whereas yours was shattering in the dark. You made everyone's every day remarkable whereas you were counting your last days. You couldn't survive Aman, but you made everybody live every bit of their lives.
Honestly, it's one of the toughest jobs to see your loved one with someone else and smile with ease. If there was any definition of unconditional love, I'd have named yours. All you wanted was to see Naina happy, even though that brought tears in your eyes.
You knew, Naina wouldn't be able to be with Rohit, after being loved by you. So, you just lied to her. Though, you made sure Naina was loved, doesn't matter if it was by you or Rohit. From Jennifer to Lajjo, Gia to Sweetu, you took care of everyone's happiness. You were truly an angel, Aman. I sometimes wonder what would have happened if you were alive, 'kaash tum Rohit ki jagah hote.' May be sometimes you need to let your love go. That may not cause you any benefit, but for their happiness. Kyunki,
"Uss baat ko jaane hi do, jiska nishaan Kal Ho Naa Ho."
You made us realise we should never take life and our loved ones for granted. I repeat, Never! Especially considering your magical lines "Suno, Jiyo, muskurao, Khush raho, kya pata kal Ho Naa Ho."
Yours truly,
A girl who still cries watching you
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